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MOVED ACCOUNTS
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Most likely going to start a new DA
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Hey again, I did a journal before yesterday explaining how and why I've now quit my trans-phase, and yeah, that's going to have some involvement in the reasoning to this journal, but as the title says, I'm thinking now of starting a new DA account.
Okay I know with this journal just coming out the day after I released the previous journal about me no longer being a transgender, I'm probably making DA look like it stands for Drama-Alert, and of course I'm not usually the type of person that does that kind of stuff usually on DA. I've asked my friends before twice in the past on whether I should or not start a new DA account, in which they've usually suggested no, that at the time was only because I didn't have much of a reason apart from the fact my art skills had improved since 2015 and I wanted to just have an account that explains who I currently am now without having to have to delete things I've had in the past, also to mention how I wanted to know who really watches me actively on DA rather than me having a bunch of old alt or deactivated accounts from others watching me still. Only now I got a bit more of a reason to go with this.
Okay I know with this journal just coming out the day after I released the previous journal about me no longer being a transgender, I'm probably making DA look like it stands for Drama-Alert, and of course I'm not usually the type of person that does that kind of stuff usually on DA. I've asked my friends before twice in the past on whether I should or not start a new DA account, in which they've usually suggested no, that at the time was only because I didn't have much of a reason apart from the fact my art skills had improved since 2015 and I wanted to just have an account that explains who I currently am now without having to have to delete things I've had in the past, also to mention how I wanted to know who really watches me actively on DA rather than me having a bunch of old alt or deactivated accounts from others watching me still. Only now I got a bit more of a reason to go with this.
Why are you doing this?
What affect does this have against us/What do you want from us?
Like said in the last paragraph, There are a few reasons I'm wanting to do this, and this is were the last journal I posted comes in.
1. I've now moved on from my trans-phase, I'd rather be known by my real name now by close friends and so. But ever since I started using this account, I was being introduced to the DA community by MrC0ZM0S who was helping me out as a transgender at the time, resulting in this DA account mostly expressing me as a trans a lot. Through out the years knowing my current closest friends, I've obviously changed now as a person on the internet, and as of recently like I've now said for like, the billionth time, I'm no longer in my trans-phase anymore, I want to be see seen as a regular person on the internet and not having to act like this or that. I have so many things on this account that referred to my Kelly alter-ego and so, and some things from like, 2015 in which I would say at the point I'm at now, is nowhere near as to what I was like back then. There are also some embarressing things I've done on this account too which I hate to even bring up so I'm not going to mention.
2. Watchers are another big reason to this. So like, if you've seen my watchers list and recognized most people on their (Dunno who would wanna look at my watcher's lmao,) you'd know the first set of watchers I had were people like old people I knew at school who never bothered to use there DA accounts, and a few of other people's old abandoned DA accounts. There was a time I was suggested to use DAGiveGet or whatever it's called again where you donate points in return for watchers (Cringey as it sounds I know) and because at the time I hadn't even reached 50 watchers yet, I went with it, and to be honest, I massively regret doing it. Not only do I look so desperate for watchers, but all these people that watched me from that site weren't even people that bother to look at your stuff, they'll generally watch you, comment on your profile page telling you they watched you from here (Also should I mention, they wouldn't even use the reply comment I set up on my DA page,) then that would be it, they just do nothing but try to make you look like you have a bunch of watchers, even the ones that watched you from some donate bull-crap don't even bother to check what you've done as a DA user. Like I've mentioned, I've changed, as much as I'd really like to have a lot of watchers I'd rather know how many ACTIVE watchers I have, even if it was only just 40-50 active watchers, I'd be happy to know that many people actually watch me for a reason.
3. Like I might have said in reason 1, my art has improved greatly ever since I first started actually being taught by MrC0ZM0S how to draw and being introduced to DA fully. When I first started THIS DA account, it was back in January 30th 2014. Throughout 2014 I made this account, but then abandoned it and never really bothered to touch it since at the time I wasn't even a drawer. It was only until in late 2015 MrC0ZM0S then was talking about DA to me and got me fully into it since I was in a art class with him at the time. My art as of now has definitely improved, here's an example:
- From here back in December 2015
- To here in 2017.
If you'd ask me, that's definitely a lot different compared to how I used to draw. When I do start a new DA account, I want my gallery to just be my better-looking art while at the same time not having to delete any of my old art on this account for old times sake.
1. I've now moved on from my trans-phase, I'd rather be known by my real name now by close friends and so. But ever since I started using this account, I was being introduced to the DA community by MrC0ZM0S who was helping me out as a transgender at the time, resulting in this DA account mostly expressing me as a trans a lot. Through out the years knowing my current closest friends, I've obviously changed now as a person on the internet, and as of recently like I've now said for like, the billionth time, I'm no longer in my trans-phase anymore, I want to be see seen as a regular person on the internet and not having to act like this or that. I have so many things on this account that referred to my Kelly alter-ego and so, and some things from like, 2015 in which I would say at the point I'm at now, is nowhere near as to what I was like back then. There are also some embarressing things I've done on this account too which I hate to even bring up so I'm not going to mention.
2. Watchers are another big reason to this. So like, if you've seen my watchers list and recognized most people on their (Dunno who would wanna look at my watcher's lmao,) you'd know the first set of watchers I had were people like old people I knew at school who never bothered to use there DA accounts, and a few of other people's old abandoned DA accounts. There was a time I was suggested to use DAGiveGet or whatever it's called again where you donate points in return for watchers (Cringey as it sounds I know) and because at the time I hadn't even reached 50 watchers yet, I went with it, and to be honest, I massively regret doing it. Not only do I look so desperate for watchers, but all these people that watched me from that site weren't even people that bother to look at your stuff, they'll generally watch you, comment on your profile page telling you they watched you from here (Also should I mention, they wouldn't even use the reply comment I set up on my DA page,) then that would be it, they just do nothing but try to make you look like you have a bunch of watchers, even the ones that watched you from some donate bull-crap don't even bother to check what you've done as a DA user. Like I've mentioned, I've changed, as much as I'd really like to have a lot of watchers I'd rather know how many ACTIVE watchers I have, even if it was only just 40-50 active watchers, I'd be happy to know that many people actually watch me for a reason.
3. Like I might have said in reason 1, my art has improved greatly ever since I first started actually being taught by MrC0ZM0S how to draw and being introduced to DA fully. When I first started THIS DA account, it was back in January 30th 2014. Throughout 2014 I made this account, but then abandoned it and never really bothered to touch it since at the time I wasn't even a drawer. It was only until in late 2015 MrC0ZM0S then was talking about DA to me and got me fully into it since I was in a art class with him at the time. My art as of now has definitely improved, here's an example:
- From here back in December 2015
- To here in 2017.If you'd ask me, that's definitely a lot different compared to how I used to draw. When I do start a new DA account, I want my gallery to just be my better-looking art while at the same time not having to delete any of my old art on this account for old times sake.
What affect does this have against us/What do you want from us?
Well, the only affect it really has for you's I guess is just that if you still intend on watching me for my art and so or even if you're one of my closest friends, then I'd suggest that if I do make a new DA account, you go and watch it instead. Of course I'll leave a link out for everyone on here. Other than that really, it shouldn't have too much of an affect on yous, unless anyone would really miss this account of mine that bad. Don't worry, I'm not deactivating this account, I still wanna keep it for in case I wanna look back.
What about your CORE membership? You still have like, 5 months to go until it expires.
To be honest, that was one thing that was going to hold me back, but I feel now as if I couldn't care less. I may try and email DA to see if they can transfer it to my new account by the time I do that, although I do remember awakeninq 's experience with trying to do that not going too well considering they never bothered to do so which does sound pretty frustrating. Either way really, I'm soon some point planning to get my own debit card in order to buy my own things, in which I could just buy core more easily then. Like I would still love to have core, it just makes life on DA more easier and fun then.
Anyways, we're at the end of this journal now, thank you for taking the time to read this, I'm currently on the weekend so I should have a bit more free time to get somethings done. If you have any questions about this, feel free to ask me anywhere you have contact with me on.
Anyways, we're at the end of this journal now, thank you for taking the time to read this, I'm currently on the weekend so I should have a bit more free time to get somethings done. If you have any questions about this, feel free to ask me anywhere you have contact with me on.
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I'm leaving this out for everyone to read since I just realized how I've not yet told entirely everyone. But, I am officially no longer trans. Even if I have told you this, I guess I'll leave a full explanation here.
So like I said, I'm no longer a trans-gender like I started off as from 2015. I know a lot of people always knew me as the Kelly, Kel or Kellu that would usually act really cheery as an act to keep a positive attitude on friends and so, and the amount of times I constantly used to use those "^.^, o.o, x3" faces while saying "Meow" a lot. I've had my moments before in my trans phase were I would of course begin to feel a bit less like a trans, then afterwards coming back to it again. But this time, it's for %100 I'm definitely out of my trans phase now and am probably never come back to it again.
Here's the other thing, again I know, a lot of people used to prefer Kelly kind of talk, I was of course trying to give an really adorable feeling for people to either keep people or friends happy or even cheer them up. But while there was that, I've had a small portion of the other side of people that would be telling me it's weird, or generally telling me to stop talking that way, in which my only excuse for that was, "The internet is a weird place, so what would you expect?" It's not only just the fact that people thought I was weird and annoying. The thing is, okay let's put it like this: You know how you probably have a few friends over the internet who you consider as your closest friend, then after sometime, someone out of you lot is probably going to say something like "One day, we should all move to one country together and meet in person!" Well basically what I'm saying is, I don't want people over the internet to think I'm some sort of old pedophile over the internet, like heck, my beard and mustache tends to grow really quickly and the annoying thing is I gotta leave it till 3 days until the next time I shave otherwise the only thing I'll achieve is a cut on my face. I even feel awkward when I turn on my webcam and someone in a group call was expecting a girl or something.
Why is this?
So like I said, I'm no longer a trans-gender like I started off as from 2015. I know a lot of people always knew me as the Kelly, Kel or Kellu that would usually act really cheery as an act to keep a positive attitude on friends and so, and the amount of times I constantly used to use those "^.^, o.o, x3" faces while saying "Meow" a lot. I've had my moments before in my trans phase were I would of course begin to feel a bit less like a trans, then afterwards coming back to it again. But this time, it's for %100 I'm definitely out of my trans phase now and am probably never come back to it again.
Here's the other thing, again I know, a lot of people used to prefer Kelly kind of talk, I was of course trying to give an really adorable feeling for people to either keep people or friends happy or even cheer them up. But while there was that, I've had a small portion of the other side of people that would be telling me it's weird, or generally telling me to stop talking that way, in which my only excuse for that was, "The internet is a weird place, so what would you expect?" It's not only just the fact that people thought I was weird and annoying. The thing is, okay let's put it like this: You know how you probably have a few friends over the internet who you consider as your closest friend, then after sometime, someone out of you lot is probably going to say something like "One day, we should all move to one country together and meet in person!" Well basically what I'm saying is, I don't want people over the internet to think I'm some sort of old pedophile over the internet, like heck, my beard and mustache tends to grow really quickly and the annoying thing is I gotta leave it till 3 days until the next time I shave otherwise the only thing I'll achieve is a cut on my face. I even feel awkward when I turn on my webcam and someone in a group call was expecting a girl or something.
So what's going to happen to all that Kelly-talk stuff?
Why are you telling us this/What do you want from us?
Well for starts, I don't know if you're someone that's going to miss it or not, but if you've been paying attention to how I've been talking on the internet by now, you'd notice I don't tend to type like "Kelly this, Kelly that, meow meow meow!" Also I don't really decorate all my things with kitties and so. I've also quit using a majority of most text faces I used to use, meanlike despite Ex Dees (xD), in replacement, I've mostly been trying to use the usual short terms such as "Lol, Lmao, Rip". The Kelly-talk is probably going to be officially over I guess.
Why are you telling us this/What do you want from us?
The reason I want everyone to know is because of course I want you's to understand not only what I want, but what I'm also doing to make life easier on yous when it comes around to me. The thing is, while I've told some people about this already, I still have people calling me by my trans name Kelly, Kel or Kellu. No I'm not saying you gotta quit calling me that just because of a little move-on, like hell, to be honest, I couldn't care less if people mistake me for a girl or a boy, that trans phase has taught me to not really be bothered about what my true gender really is, I honestly even had fun sometimes tricking perverts into thinking I'm a girl, like, stop sexually harassing people on the internet am-I-right? Anyways, so I guess some of yous if you know me well, you'd know my real name is Kirk, and Kelly is just my trans/alter ego name. I guess I'd encourage some people to call me by my real name from now on, don't worry if you still prefer to call me Kelly, again if you've know me well, you'd also know I never get mad at people for mis-gendering me or so, I'd sometimes even joke it off.
A few mentions for some close friends
cupidcandies and sushii-trxsh - I know I was 'Mama Kelly' to yous, but now that I'm leaving this journal out to everyone, this may mean I might not be that 'Mama Kelly' anymore. I'm still looking out though to yous to make sure life is going the right direction for yous, like a parent still.
CheesyThicDoritoLegs - I guess I'll still see you as that 'Big Sister Greeny', I'm obviously not going be saying that anymore, but you still value a lot to me as a friend!
awakeninq - Uh, this probably means I'll no longer be saying 'Holly Hol Hol' anymore, not a biggie though. I guess I mostly quit using most text faces for you.
MrC0ZM0S - To be honest, sorry if I keep bringing this up so much, I've changed a lot since then anyways so don't worry about any creepy-doodoo. I wanted to say I'm honestly grateful you got me introduced to everyone, if I wasn't being cringe and constantly clinging a lot then I would have probably never met these friends. It's been a massive adventure with my trans-phase because of you doing this and that for me, it does sound really weird how I'm putting it all down I know, but I mostly just wanted you to know I'm seriously thankful you introduced me to these friends.
Anyways, I hope yous reading this journal all understand why I'm going back to sticking with my true gender. Thank you so much for reading this and good night!
CheesyThicDoritoLegs - I guess I'll still see you as that 'Big Sister Greeny', I'm obviously not going be saying that anymore, but you still value a lot to me as a friend!
awakeninq - Uh, this probably means I'll no longer be saying 'Holly Hol Hol' anymore, not a biggie though. I guess I mostly quit using most text faces for you.
MrC0ZM0S - To be honest, sorry if I keep bringing this up so much, I've changed a lot since then anyways so don't worry about any creepy-doodoo. I wanted to say I'm honestly grateful you got me introduced to everyone, if I wasn't being cringe and constantly clinging a lot then I would have probably never met these friends. It's been a massive adventure with my trans-phase because of you doing this and that for me, it does sound really weird how I'm putting it all down I know, but I mostly just wanted you to know I'm seriously thankful you introduced me to these friends.
Anyways, I hope yous reading this journal all understand why I'm going back to sticking with my true gender. Thank you so much for reading this and good night!
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Okay so you's obviously know the way I may talk to friends or on here (That Meow-meow talk, yeah.) I mostly do it to show people I'm a really friendly person, and maybe for the adores.. Okay well I know had some really dumb moments where I just try to fit in with others but in sometimes in Edgy-ish ways, I'm not really an edgy person, usually everytime I do that, I end up instantly realising how dumb/cringey I've made myself look. But in the end of the day, so long as you've known me for a year, I'm sure you've already seen some extremely "Cringey" things from me. If you remember any, just don't bring it up, unless you really want to know more about it or something then note/PM me I guess, be nice to get some things out to make myself feel better.
While a lot of people know me for doing a lot of "Meow-meow" related things and speaking like one, I seeeeeeeriously can't help but to worry some people avoid me and find me annoying because of the way I tend to speak on the internet. I'm asking this, do you guys want me to speak regularly or are you not that all bothered? Like, I get how some people tend to not reply back or so various reasons such as being too busy, need a break from getting constant messages or so.
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Deleting Meowlings group
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Not sure if anyone remembers that old group, but it's extremely dead. I don't think I was really entirely ready for doing groups I guess but there isn't really a point in just having a forgotten group just lying around. I barely even did anything with it but anyways. I might perhaps somepoint create a new group and take it a little more seriously.
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MOVED ACCOUNTS by Lune-Minou, journal
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Most likely going to start a new DA by Lune-Minou, journal
Most likely going to start a new DA
Hey again, I did a journal before yesterday explaining how and why I've now quit my trans-phase, and yeah, that's going to have some involvement in the reasoning to this journal, but as the title says, I'm thinking now of starting a new DA account.
Okay I know with this journal just coming out the day after I released the previous journal about me no longer being a transgender, I'm probably making DA look like it stands for Drama-Alert, and of course I'm not usually the type of person that does that kind of stuff usually on DA. I've asked my friends before twice in the past on whether I should or not start a new DA account, in which they've
It's official, leaving this out for everyone by Lune-Minou, journal
It's official, leaving this out for everyone
I'm leaving this out for everyone to read since I just realized how I've not yet told entirely everyone. But, I am officially no longer trans. Even if I have told you this, I guess I'll leave a full explanation here.
Why is this?
So like I said, I'm no longer a trans-gender like I started off as from 2015. I know a lot of people always knew me as the Kelly, Kel or Kellu that would usually act really cheery as an act to keep a positive attitude on friends and so, and the amount of times I constantly used to use those "^.^, o.o, x3" faces while saying "Meow" a lot. I've had my moments before in my trans phase were I would of course begin to f
Do take the time to read, I'd like your answer. by Lune-Minou, journal
Do take the time to read, I'd like your answer.
Okay so you's obviously know the way I may talk to friends or on here (That Meow-meow talk, yeah.) I mostly do it to show people I'm a really friendly person, and maybe for the adores.. Okay well I know had some really dumb moments where I just try to fit in with others but in sometimes in Edgy-ish ways, I'm not really an edgy person, usually everytime I do that, I end up instantly realising how dumb/cringey I've made myself look. But in the end of the day, so long as you've known me for a year, I'm sure you've already seen some extremely "Cringey" things from me. If you remember any, just don't bring it up, unless you really want to know mor
Deleting Meowlings group by Lune-Minou, journal
Deleting Meowlings group
Not sure if anyone remembers that old group, but it's extremely dead. I don't think I was really entirely ready for doing groups I guess but there isn't really a point in just having a forgotten group just lying around. I barely even did anything with it but anyways. I might perhaps somepoint create a new group and take it a little more seriously.